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[damnyou]

that's bullshit, why are you mollifying me? you have all the money in the world and you own everything you want and you have people do whatever you want, you don't need me

i'll send you the address

why do you want me to be pathetic instead of like you?

[vitalcenter]

I do need you and, more than that, I want you. You've shown me so much and I've shared so much. We are united. Why do you think I would ever not need you?

I want you to love, Daniel. Being alive is always better than death, make the most of it and keep on living.

[damnyou]

if you will never not need me, why do you want me to keep dying?

I'm decaying every day and you just stand there watching

[vitalcenter]

Do we always have to speak on this topic endlessly? Wouldn't you rather speak of your travels or what you've seen or what I've been doing? We go in loops on the matter.

I love you, I can't end your life. Death is not for you.

[damnyou]

fine

just take me back, I'm cold, I miss you, I need you, I can't remember when I've last eaten anything and I think I had a hotel room somewhere, but I don't know and I have no idea where my passport is

used to be much better at travelling

[vitalcenter]

I'm sorry this trip hasn't been what you wanted it to be but now I have an address, I'll be on my way. It's not a terribly long flight. I just need to pick the right one that won't land in the beaming sunshine.

You should really eat more. And keep your belongings in the bag I brought you, that's exactly why I brought it.

Travelling is more fun when you have a companion.

[damnyou]

I'd pick someone up, but they think I'm a crazy drunk and telling them that I own an island isn't helping.

you know you've ruined me for any other world than yours, are you happy?

[vitalcenter]

Then don't tell them outright, hint at having property worth a lot of money. Though I'd advise you didn't pick anyone up in your state, perhaps sober up and have something to eat instead?

That you enjoy my world above all others? I can't say I hate it. You belong with me.

[damnyou]

don't have money... or I might have, but I lost my wallet

see? complete bastard, that's what you are

whatever

just come and make everything better

I know I'm yours, I want to be yours. Yours forever.

[vitalcenter]

You say forever like it's a guarantee I could give you, like it's something I'm holding over you and keeping you from achieving. Making you one of my kind isn't promising you immortality. Not now, at least. You're safer as you are.

A faceless human in a crowd. No vampire will ever seek to hurt you if you continue to blend.

You are mine and I love you dearly, I always will.

Trust me, my beloved.

[damnyou]

You've never grown old, you don't know what it's like.

but whatever, fine, not arguing now

i just want to be with you again

...do you really have more Daniels?

[vitalcenter]

We will discuss this later when you're sober and in a better state of mind.

No, I have one Daniel. I've met others by the name of Daniel but I've never had them. Not like I have you, my beloved.

[damnyou]

you'd not want to insult us daniels by not telling us apart

my own head is making me jealous

[vitalcenter]

You're the only Daniel I want. You're also the only one I want.

You have no reason to be jealous.

[damnyou]

I know. I think I know?

not sure if you're breaking my heart or I just have heartburn

probably heartburn

[vitalcenter]

Ah. Should I pick up something for heartburn just in case? Airports tend to have a chemist these days. I love that the most about airports, so many little shops to look in. Last time I brought those sunglasses, they're still a fantastic pair.

It's a shame you never wore the pair I got you.

If it's heart break then I'm afraid there's little I can do for it.

[damnyou]

itll be fine or it wont be but nothing will make it fine

those sunglasses looked ridiculous and you know it

and you are doing all the heart break for me, you really are

[vitalcenter]

I'm sure it'll be fine again soon. You're just tired and you need to come home.

They're in style, several people have complimented them already today. You don't understand fashion, Daniel. It's the retro look. Though I don't recall anyone having sunglasses this effective.

I'm not trying to break your heart, it breaks regardless.

[damnyou]

yes i want the bed and you and you some more

its because you wear them, you could wear a potato sack and people would compliment you, youre just that damn gorgeous you bastard

sure, but do you mind it breaking?

[vitalcenter]

You will have me soon enough. You would miss me less if you left me less.

Either that or I have a grasp of fashion you just couldn't comprehend if you tried. It's not just my beauty, it's the clothes I wear and how I hold myself. There's a lot of different components.

I don't like it when you're breaking, it makes you impossible to deal with.

[damnyou]

that makes sense now but staying with you... i don't know now, i just need you, please

i wear what you tell me and the most common compliment is still 'cute boyfriend, do you share'

thanks boss, appreciate the sentiment

[vitalcenter]

Stay with me. I miss the company, it's been quieter here and I've no one to share with. No one that matters anyway. I want you and just you.

They call me cute? I was aiming more for handsome but I suppose it's as good as any.

They just don't see what I see in you, that's there loss.

[damnyou]

ill stay with you

dunno what they call you, i was just giving an example

and youre not handsome, youre gorgeous, beautiful and perfect and so cold and i want you and i cant have you

[vitalcenter]

I rented some more videos for us to watch when you return and I will order you plenty of food. You will rest and be with me.

Perfect? No man is perfect, Daniel, don't delude yourself. Perfection is an unachievable idea, no one could ever be perfected. Everyone has flaws and failings, some hide it better and some cover it with their better assets. No, no one can ever be perfect.

But you try telling the likes of Lestat that.

[damnyou]

good i think im fading

youre perfect at what you are, you know that, you are armand, you are you and you dont have flaws

i cant tell lestat anything, ive never met him